Homeschooling trials and tribulations

Ok , so I have not read my Bible today which I wonder if that has resulted in my mind flitting all over the place. I am keen to journal though . I had great satisfaction journaling years ago, so much so, I wonder why I don't still do it?! Now I marvel over my children's piddling efforts and try to 'improve' their writing. My own I agonize over re-writing until it makes less and less sense. I am now questioning if this IS the best use of my skill set. Rather late to be coming to this realisation I know but there it is...I was a late bloomer after all. There is a freedom t.in being able to type away unreined, but for the crude thoughts that I auto -edit out. I like not having a distinct purpose to this although secretly I long to share the thoughts with others in the hope it may be relatable and thus give them hope, faith …love . These mind are the greatest attributes according to the Bible. Anyhow, I would love to have some lovely experiences to share. I will share however that it struck me (was it yesterday?!) that I am feeling a physical and emotional attraction to my children and husband I did not feel prior..no..not for many years. Peculiar you may say but I often find motherhood and domestic hum drum far from blissful and was quick to pass the baton (unfortunately at any cost it seems!) to any relative . Rethinking the situation now and unsure if I'm a fool or …what?
Now I have not written about homeschooling at all...but that was intermingled amongst every little portion of the day. The day goes surprisingly quick...not because it's particularly blissful but maybe just productive.
Here is a digital flower my daughter put over my natural creation